The first computer was invented in the 1940s

 

The first computer was invented in the 1940s

These days, supercomputers are everywhere—and they really don't need much space at all. Have an Xbox One posted up in your living room? That's a supercomputer. A laptop-tablet hybrid in your bag? That's a supercomputer, too. (Don't even get us started on the thing in your pocket…) But when supercomputers first came around, they needed much, much more space. 

Just take a look at the world's first one: The Electronic Numerical Integrator and Computer (ENIAC). Originally built at the University of Pennsylvania's School of Engineering, in 1946, ENIAC weighed 60,000 pounds and took up a room larger than most studio apartments (1,500 square feet). Shortly after construction, ENIAC was sent off to the military, where it was used to calculate ballistic trajectories (translation: launch missiles) with frightening accuracy. Today, computer experts at Penn credit ENIAC with heralding in the "dawn of the information age."

Set Dateline Stick To Them

 

 

 

Set Dateline Stick To Them

 Sometimes less is more. Deadlines can be a great way to control procrastination, but self-imposed deadlines don’t work for true dawdlers. Instead, hard deadlines that are evenly spaced out are most effective.

Marie Curie is the only person to earn a Nobel prize in two different sciences.

 

Marie Curie is the only person to earn a Nobel prize in two different sciences.

The pioneering researcher won the Nobel Prize in Physics in 1903 (shared with her husband) for her study of spontaneous radiation, and then won the Nobel Prize in Chemistry in 1911 for her work in radioactivity. That makes her one of just six recipients to receive multiple Nobel prizes, and the only person to receive it in two different sciences. (Chemical engineer Linus Paulding earned a Nobel Chemistry Prize and Nobel Peace Prize, but all other multiple winners received theirs in the same category).

Apakah Kau Masa Hadapanku?

3.00 am

hati ini masih berdebar..

sering kali teringat kamu.

aku kadang kadang tertanya... 

" apakah kamu itu adalah jodohku sehingga begini kuat ingatan aku buat kamu"

aku kadang kadang meminta petunjuk dari tuhan.

jika kamu jodohku dan masa hadapanku.. moga dipermudahkan. didekatkan kita kembali dalam sisi yang baik buat aku.

kalau kamu bukan masa hadapanku.. moga dikurangkan rasa rindu ini dan dipertemukan dengan imamku.

ya Allah, aku berserah pada engkau tentang hidupku. 

moga Engkau pandu aku kearah yang baik buat aku. 

amin. 

[Kdrama] Good Doctor (2013)

 

Good Doctor

Park Si-on (Joo Won) is an autistic savant who was sent to a specialized care center as a child, where he was discovered to have a genius-level memory and keen spatial skills. He eventually enters the field of pediatric surgery as a resident, where he is given six months to prove himself capable. However, due to his atypical mental and emotional condition, Si-on faces conflict from his peers and patients, who view him as childlike and unreliable. 

Most critical is the hotheaded surgeon Kim Do-han (Joo Sang-wook), who labels him a soulless robot of a doctor who can only rely heavily on his photographic memory instead of feeling what the patient needs. Despite help from understanding and fair colleagues like Cha Yoon-seo (Moon Chae-won) and Han Jin-wook (Kim Young-kwang), the hospital is a fierce and competitive world, and the challenges Si-on faces become only greater when he falls in love with Yoon-seo

 

Lirik Malam Semakin Dingin - Spin

 

 

Aku cuba untuk mendekati 

Tapi engkau tiada peduli 

Tulusnya niat di hati 

Mungkin kau tersalah erti 

Bukannya ingin merantai dirimu 

Ataupun mengikat janji 

Masih ada banyak lagi

 Harus kau pelajari 

Aku ingin kemesraan 

Serta senyum keramahan 

Biar kekal berterusan 

Tak hilang di tengah jalan

 Kau rahsiakan kedinginan menyelimuti hati 

Aku juga kedinginan kerana sikapmu itu 

Walaupun setebal mana selimut membaluti 

Aku masih kedinginan, sepi tanpa berteman 

Kedinginanmu kerana malam 

Yang masih lagi panjang 

Kedinginanku jauh bandingan 

Dengan dirimu 

Aku ingin kemesraan 

Serta senyum keramahan 

Biar kekal berterusan 

Tak hilang di tengah jalan 

Kau rahsiakan kedinginan menyelimuti hati 

Aku juga kedinginan kerana sikapmu itu 

Walaupun setebal mana selimut membaluti 

Aku masih kedinginan, sepi tanpa berteman 

Kedinginanmu kerana malam 

Yang masih lagi panjang 

Kedinginanku jauh bandingan 

Dengan dirimu 

Usah biar malam tak berteman 

Usah biar siang kekosongan 

Sudilah kau memahami 

Ketulusan hati ini 

Andai aku merajuk bawa hati 

Dan kau pun membawa diri 

Siapa harus disalahkan? 

Pasti kita berdua 

Kita berdua 

Kita berdua, oh-oh

Film Sang Chi (2021)

 

Thousands of years ago, Xu Wenwu discovers the mystical ten rings which grant immortality and godly powers. He establishes the Ten Rings organization, conquering kingdoms and toppling governments throughout history. In 1996, Wenwu searches for Ta Lo, a village said to harbor mythical beasts. He travels through a magical forest to the village entrance but is stopped by guardian Ying Li. The two fall in love, and Wenwu abandons the Ten Rings. When the villagers reject Wenwu, Li chooses to leave with him and they have two children, Shang-Chi and Xialing. When Shang-Chi is 7, Li is murdered by Wenwu's enemies, the Iron Gang. Wenwu massacres the Iron Gang and resumes leadership of his organization. He makes Shang-Chi undergo brutal training in martial arts, but does not allow Xialing to train so she teaches herself in secret. When Shang-Chi is 14, Wenwu sends him to assassinate the Iron Gang's leader. After fulfilling his mission, a demoralized Shang-Chi runs away to San Francisco and adopts the name "Shaun".

In the present day, Shang-Chi works as a valet with his best friend Katy, who does not know about his past. They are attacked on a bus by the Ten Rings, who steal a pendant that Li gave to Shang-Chi. Wenwu anonymously provides Shang-Chi with the location of Xialing and, fearing that the Ten Rings will go after Xialing's matching pendant from Li, Shang-Chi decides to meet her. He reveals his past to Katy, who insists on helping him. They find Xialing at an underground fight club in Macau, which she founded after escaping from Wenwu. The Ten Rings attack the fight club and Wenwu arrives to capture Shang-Chi, Katy, Xialing, and her pendant.

They are taken to the Ten Rings' compound, where Wenwu uses the pendants to reveal a magical map leading to Ta Lo. Wenwu explains that he has heard Li calling to him and believes she has been held captive in Ta Lo behind a sealed gate. He plans to destroy the village unless they release her. When his children and Katy object, he imprisons them. The three meet former actor Trevor Slattery, whom the Ten Rings imprisoned for impersonating Wenwu,[N 1] and his hundun companion Morris, who offers to guide them to Ta Lo.

The group escapes and goes to Ta Lo, which exists in a separate dimension with various Chinese mythological creatures. They meet Ying Nan, Li's sister, who explains the history of Ta Lo: thousands of years ago, the village was attacked by the soul-consuming Dweller-in-Darkness and its minions, but was saved by a Chinese dragon called the Great Protector who helped seal the Dark Gate to the Dweller's world. According to Nan, the Dweller-in-Darkness has been influencing Wenwu to believe Li is still alive so that he will open the Gate. Shang-Chi, Xialing, and Katy join the villagers in training and preparing for Wenwu's arrival, using outfits and weapons crafted from dragon scales.

Wenwu and the Ten Rings arrive and attack. Wenwu overpowers Shang-Chi and forces him into the nearby lake, then attacks the Gate with the rings. This allows some of the Dweller's minions to escape, and the Ten Rings join forces with the villagers to fight them. Shang-Chi is revived by the Great Protector, which leaves the lake to battle the minions. Wenwu and Shang-Chi fight once more and Shang-Chi gains the upper hand, but chooses to spare Wenwu. The Dweller-in-Darkness escapes the weakened Gate and attacks Shang-Chi. Wenwu saves Shang-Chi, bequeathing him the rings before being killed by the Dweller-in-Darkness. Shang-Chi, the Great Protector, Xialing, and Katy battle and kill the Dweller-in-Darkness. Afterwards, Shang-Chi and Katy return to San Francisco where they are summoned by the sorcerer Wong to the Sanctum Sanctorum.

In a mid-credits scene, Wong introduces Shang-Chi and Katy to Bruce Banner and Carol Danvers. They discover that the ten rings are emitting a mysterious signal. In a post-credits scene, Xialing becomes the new leader of the Ten Rings after telling Shang-Chi that she was going to disband the organization.

[Novel] Projek Memikat Suami - Hanina Abdullah

 

Projek Memikat Suami - Hanina Abdullah

Nawwal Husna, baru sehari pulang ke tanah air selepas tamat pengajian, dia dikejutkan dengan berita peminangannya. Demi ummi dan babah, Husna bersetuju dengan permintaan itu meskipun dia tahu sangat sukar untuk bersama dengan lelaki yang memang tak sukakan dia.

 Hidup berumah tangga dilayari berbekalkan nasihat dan petua dari kakak-kakaknya, yang lebih dikenali sebagai Master-ji dan Side-kick. Berjayakah Nawwal Husna memikat suaminya si mamat ketul ais beku, Zahrain Alimin? Bolehkah ketul ais beku ini dicairkan? 

Apabila mereka sudah menemui cinta itu, wujud pula penghalang dek rasa cemburu dan fitnah. Berjayakah mereka mempertahankan rasa cinta yang baru hendak bercambah? Ikuti cabaran dan usaha Nawwal Husna untuk membina rumah tangga bahagia.

[Scent] Britney Spears - Curious

 

 

#Scent

(Britney Spears - Curious)

• Curious by Britney Spears is a Floral fragrance for women. 
• Curious was launched in 2004. 
• The nose behind this fragrance is Claude Dir. 
• Top notes are Magnolia, Pear and Lotus; 
• middle notes are Jasmine, Tuberose and Cyclamen; 
• base notes are Musk, Vanilla, White Woods and Sandalwood.
• Britney Spears' Curious is a lively, bright and effervescent fruity floral, aimed at twentysomethings with attitude. 
• The Curious woman is romantic, independent and mischievous, one who's not afraid of risk. This is Britney Spears' first fragrance in partnership with Coty Inc., launched in 2004. It became an instant hit with the public. 

Teddy Fetish "AIN"

 

hari tu entah la kenapa berborak dengan kawan. 

borak punya borak..

tetiba... terbukak topik pasal ex si Teddy ni.. 

xde la citer ape pon..

borak pasal activiti NGOs dia je.. 

tetiba kawan ni cakap.. " apa nama ex dia tuu..?" 

CIk Purple pon bagitau la nama... 

tetiba... si kawan ni cakap " Teddy tu Fetish nama "AIN" ke?? " 

terus Cik Purple terdiam..

terfikir juga... 

betul jugak ehhh.. 

F**** AIN*

N**AIN*

N** AIN** B***** 

permainan katakah ini??

ahhh lantak laa..

huhuhu

Keep Task Manageable

 

 

 

Keep Task Manageable

 Sometimes less is more. In order to up your productivity, you need to break big projects into manageable chunks. you can focus on one area or one subject at a time try breaking tasks down into smaller and smaller chunks, so You’ll avoid distractions

kamu kejam

kamu kejam.

sumpah... kamu kejam sangat..

kamu tak tahu siksa yang kamu buat pada aku.

its okey... 

air mata n segala beban ni mungkin aku mampu tanggung sendiri. 

tapi. tak mungkin aku lupa perit yang kau beri. 

aku percaya Allah itu Maha Kaya.

Allah mampu bantu aku.

dan semoga sakit ini tak terpalit buat kamu. 

bertunang dengan Zul Ariffin

 tadi .. aku bertunang dengan zul arifin 

zul arifin yang mana? 

zul arifin yang pelakon tu laaa.. hukkss. 

yess.. congratulations to dearself. 

so, masa tu gi jenjalan dengan abe zul arifin kita. 

naik kete dia. 

berjalan jalan ramai ramai.. 

ada stella.. families.. ramai.. 

abg zul arifin? opkossss paling sweet. 

dengan usik usik dia..

gelak dia paling i suka.. 

tapi... kenapa hanya dalam mimpi je..

haishh...  rugiiiii.. 

xpe laa.. tunggu next episod mimpi lak. 

huhuhu. 

Cotton candy was invented by a dentist.

 

Cotton candy was invented by a dentist

It is not known whether William Morrison had an ulterior motive for inventing the soft confection, but the dentist no doubt helped ensure others in his profession continued drawing in plenty of customers. In 1897, he partnered with candy-maker John C. Wharton to develop the cotton candy machine (which at the time was known as "Fairy Floss"), and it's been bringing kids cavities ever since.

Depression Is Different From Sadness or Grief/Bereavement

 

Depression

- Different from Sadness -

The death of a loved one, loss of a job or the ending of a relationship are difficult experiences for a person to endure. It is normal for feelings of sadness or grief to develop in response to such situations. Those experiencing loss often might describe themselves as being “depressed.” 

But being sad is not the same as having depression. The grieving process is natural and unique to each individual and shares some of the same features of depression. Both grief and depression may involve intense sadness and withdrawal from usual activities. They are also different in important ways: 

•  In grief, painful feelings come in waves, often intermixed with positive memories of the deceased. In major depression, mood and/or interest (pleasure) are decreased for most of two weeks. 
• In grief, self-esteem is usually maintained. In major depression, feelings of worthlessness and self-loathing are common. 
• In grief, thoughts of death may surface when thinking of or fantasizing about “joining” the deceased loved one. In major depression, thoughts are focused on ending one’s life due to feeling worthless or undeserving of living or being unable to cope with the pain of depression. 

Grief and depression can co-exist For some people, the death of a loved one, losing a job or being a victim of a physical assault or a major disaster can lead to depression. When grief and depression co-occur, the grief is more severe and lasts longer than grief without depression. Distinguishing between grief and depression is important and can assist people in getting the help, support or treatment they need.

Source : Psychiatry.org 

Self Help & Coping for Depression

Depression

- Self Help & Coping-

Self Help & Coping for Depression

There are a number of things people can do to help reduce the symptoms of depression. For many people, regular exercise helps create positive feeling and improves mood. Getting enough quality sleep on a regular basis, eating a healthy diet and avoiding alcohol (a depressant) can also help reduce symptoms of depression. 

 Depression is a real illness and help is available. With proper diagnosis and treatment, the vast majority of people with depression will overcome it. If you are experiencing symptoms of depression, a first step is to see your family physician or psychiatrist. Talk about your concerns and request a thorough evaluation. This is a start to addressing your mental health needs.

Source : Psychiatry.org

Treatment for Depression

Depression

- Treatment -

How Depression Treated

Depression is among the most treatable of mental disorders. Between 80% and 90% percent of people with depression eventually respond well to treatment. Almost all patients gain some relief from their symptoms. 

Before a diagnosis or treatment, a health professional should conduct a thorough diagnostic evaluation, including an interview and a physical examination. In some cases, a blood test might be done to make sure the depression is not due to a medical condition like a thyroid problem or a vitamin deficiency (reversing the medical cause would alleviate the depression-like symptoms). 

The evaluation will identify specific symptoms and explore medical and family histories as well as cultural and environmental factors with the goal of arriving at a diagnosis and planning a course of action. 

• Medication: Brain chemistry may contribute to an individual’s depression and may factor into their treatment. For this reason, antidepressants might be prescribed to help modify one’s brain chemistry. These medications are not sedatives, “uppers” or tranquilizers. They are not habit-forming. Generally antidepressant medications have no stimulating effect on people not experiencing depression. 
  
  Antidepressants may produce some improvement within the first week or two of use yet full benefits may not be seen for two to three months. If a patient feels little or no improvement after several weeks, his or her psychiatrist can alter the dose of the medication or add or substitute another antidepressant. In some situations other psychotropic medications may be helpful. It is important to let your doctor know if a medication does not work or if you experience side effects.
  
  Psychiatrists usually recommend that patients continue to take medication for six or more months after the symptoms have improved. Longer-term maintenance treatment may be suggested to decrease the risk of future episodes for certain people at high risk. 
  
  
• Psychotherapy: Psychotherapy, or “talk therapy,” is sometimes used alone for treatment of mild depression; for moderate to severe depression, psychotherapy is often used along with antidepressant medications.
  
  Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) has been found to be effective in treating depression. CBT is a form of therapy focused on the problem solving in the present. CBT helps a person to recognize distorted/negative thinking with the goal of changing thoughts and behaviors to respond to challenges in a more positive manner.
  
  Psychotherapy may involve only the individual, but it can include others. For example, family or couples therapy can help address issues within these close relationships. Group therapy brings people with similar illnesses together in a supportive environment, and can assist the participant to learn how others cope in similar situations .
  
  Depending on the severity of the depression, treatment can take a few weeks or much longer. In many cases, significant improvement can be made in 10 to 15 sessions.
  
  
  
• Electroconvulsive Therapy (ECT) is a medical treatment that has been most commonly reserved for patients with severe major depression who have not responded to other treatments. It involves a brief electrical stimulation of the brain while the patient is under anesthesia.
  
  A patient typically receives ECT two to three times a week for a total of six to 12 treatments. It is usually managed by a team of trained medical professionals including a psychiatrist, an anesthesiologist and a nurse or physician assistant. ECT has been used since the 1940s, and many years of research have led to major improvements and the recognition of its effectiveness as a mainstream rather than a "last resort" treatment. .
  
  

Source : Pyschiatry.org 

[Drama] Hero Seorang CInderella (2017)

 

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Hero Seorang Cinderella 

Kisah seorang Cinderella bernama Nura Medina dan hero, Tengku Ian Uzzam. Sekali pandang, orang mesti cakap dia sesuai untuk Cinderella versi thriller. Dia cantik tapi muka dia beku. Senyum ikhlasnya mahal. Jelingannya tajam mengalahkan pedang. Semuanya hanya untuk menutup kisah hidupnya. Itulah Nura Medina.

Seratus lapan puluh darjah pula dengan heronya. Heronya masih versi Prince Charming. Dia kacak membunuh. Senyumnya ikhlas versi pencair hati. Jelingannya mampu bikin anak dara penasaran. Dan kepulangannya ke Malaysia kali ini bersama satu amanah. Itulah Tengku Ian Uzzam.

Nura Medina hidup bersama ibu tiri, Datin Mawar dan kakak tiri, Puteri selepas perkahwinan kedua ayah Medina, Datuk Azizan. Hubungan Medina dengan ayahnya tak begitu rapat kerana selalu dihasut oleh Datin Mawar. Sehingga dia difitnah lalu dihalau keluar rumah oleh Datuk Azizan. Walau apa yang terjadi Tengku Ian selalu dalam hidupnya, muncul sebagai hero penyelamat. Namun ada rahsia disebaliknya? Apakah rahsianya?

Lirik Aku Bukan Jodohnya - Tri Suaka

 

 

Aku Bukan Jodohnya - Tri Suaka

Ini salahku 

Terlalu memikirkan egoku 

Tak mampu buatmu bersanding nyaman denganku 

Hingga kau pergi tinggalkan aku 

Terlambat sudah 

Kini kau t'lah menemukan dia 

Seseorang yang mampu membuatmu bahagia 

Ku ikhlas kau bersanding dengannya

 Aku titipkan dia 

Lanjutkan perjuanganku 'tuknya 

Bahagiakan dia, kau sayangi dia 

Seperti ku menyayanginya

 'Kan kuikhlaskan dia 

Tak pantas ku bersanding dengannya 

'Kan kuterima dengan lapang dada 

Aku bukan jodohnya 

Aku titipkan dia 

Lanjutkan perjuanganku 'tuknya 

Bahagiakan dia, kau sayangi dia 

Seperti ku menyayanginya 

Dan 'kan kuikhlaskan dia 

Tak pantas ku bersanding dengannya 

'Kan kuterima dengan lapang dada 

Aku bukan jodohnya, oh-oh Oh, 

aku titipkan dia

 Lanjutkan perjuanganku 'tuknya 

Bahagiakan dia, kau sayangi dia 

Seperti ku menyayanginya 

'Kan kuikhlaskan dia 

Tak pantas ku bersanding dengannya 

Dan 'kan kuterima dengan lapang dada 

Aku bukan jodohnya

[Kdrama] Doctor John (2019)

 

Doctor John

Doctor John (Korean: 의사요한; RR: Uisayohan; lit. Doctor Yo-han) is a 2019 South Korean television series starring Ji Sung, Lee Se-young, Lee Kyu-hyung and Hwang Hee. It is based on the Japanese novel On Hand of God by Yo Kusakabe and premiered on July 19, 2019 on SBS

Synopsis

Cha Yo-Han (Ji Sung) is a doctor of anesthesiology. He is arrogant, but he is a genius at his work. Kang Shi-Young (Lee Se-Young) is a resident of anesthesiology who works with Cha Yo-Han. She is smart, warm and listens carefully to her patients. People, with mysterious acute or chronic pain come to the hospital. There, Cha Yo-Han and Kang Shi-Young try to find the causes of their pain.

Cast

• Ji Sung as Cha Yo-han A talented anesthesiologist who happens to be the youngest teacher at medical school. He is often called "Ten Seconds" because he can discover one's disease very quickly. 
• Lee Se-young as Kang Shi-young A doctor who also works in the Department of Anesthesia. She was a top student at medical school which is often credited to her mother who is also a doctor. 
• Lee Kyu-hyung as Son Seok-ki A prosecutor. 
• Hwang Hee as Lee Yoo-joon He is a fellow of the Anesthesiology Department.

   

 

Rindu Daddy

tetiba rasa rindu ni datang

macam dah lama dah daddy x datang jenguk kakak.. 

macam dah lama je rasa daddy ada tu x muncul

im not sure either its a good thing or not

but sometimes i do linger with this feeling. 

i miss you dad.. 

i miss you so much

xtau sebab bizi melampau ni penyebab daddy xdatang

tapi.. sebizi mana pon.. kakak xpernah lupa daddy

daddy kekuatan kakak.. 

walaupon... daddy dah lama pergi. 

luv u dad

Check Up 12/10/2021

 

hari ni ada check up dengan doktor..

basically aku datang dengan niat nak kurangkan appoinment dengan doktor.

bukan meragui.. tapi penat...

berulang ke klinik.. hospital.

tapi aku masih sakit.. 

tapi.apekan daya... 

niat nak stop treatment tak dapat..

dia bagi kurangkan perjumpaan.. meet once in a month.. 

but aku ade 2 doktor under KK Precint 18, Putrajaya. 

- kaunseling 

- doktor medikal. 

from meet doktor kali ni..

kena marah.. sebab makan xbetul..

bukan sebab aku nak kurus.. it just selera memang tak ada..

makan sikit dah kenyang... 

lepas tu kena marah sekali lagi sebab tak ada social support.

tapi.. aku nak buat macam mana..

trust issue kuat..

dengan apa yang jadi.. aku jadi takut nak mula semula. 

[Novel ] Dia Anak Jeneral - Hezzy Azra

 

Dia Anak Jeneral - Hezzy Azra

Mengisahkan Leftenan Jeneral Dato Hambali dan isterinya, Noriah mempunyai 3 orang anak perempuan, Shima, Shida dan anak bongsu, Syirin. Shima dan Shida sudah berkahwin dengan Fikri dan Asyraf, pegawai badan beruniform, mengikut kehendak ayahnya. Dato Hambali mahu menjodohkan Syirin dengan Nukman, seorang pegawai beruniform dan juga anak kepada Mustakim dan Saadiah. 

Syirin dan Nukman berkawan baik semenjak kecil lagi. Syirin dan Nukman cuba mengelak perkara tersebut kerana mereka tidak mempunyai perasaan antara satu sama lain. Syirin ternyata tidak setuju dengan tindakan ayahnya walaupun dipujuk oleh Shima dan Shida. Beliau mula menunjukkan protes manakala Dato Hambali berkeras dengan keputusannya dan menyuruh isterinya terus memujuk Syirin untuk menerima Nukman sebagai bakal suami. 

Zakhif, seorang kontraktor dipanggil untuk menyiapkan kerjakerja pembaikan di rumah Dato’. Syirin bertemu dengan Nukman untuk berbincang tentang hal mereka. Syirin kecewa apabila Nukman seolah-olah bersetuju dengan keputusan keluarga untuk menjodohkan mereka. Beliau terus pulang ke rumah dalam keadaan kecewa. Setibanya di rumah, beliau menjerit terperanjat apabila melihat Zakhif berada di dalam bilik air di biliknya. 

Masalah yang dihadapi Syirin membuatkan beliau mula hilang fokus terhadap kerjanya. Majikan beliau, En. Terence mula mengesan perubahan tersebut dan bertanyakan masalah Syirin. Ini kerana beliau juga menaruh hati terhadap Syirin. Zakhif hampir menyiapkan kerja-kerja pembaikan di rumah Dato’ Hambali. Beliau kemudiannya pulang ke kampung Mak Ani, keluarga angkatnya untuk mengambil Eja pulang ke Kuala Lumpur. 

Ibu Nukman masih tidak berpuas hati dengan Nukman yang padanya tidak ikhlas akur dengan kehendaknya untuk dijodohkan bersama Syirin. Beliau merasakan yang Nukman masih mengingati bekas kekasihnya, Diara yang memutuskan hubungan dengan Nukman 4 tahun lepas. Syirin berbincang dengan Nukman dan akhirnya terpaksa untuk bersetuju dengan desakan keluarga. Ayah dan ibu mereka nyata gembira dengan situasi tersebut dan Dato’ terus berbincang tentang majlis bertunang dan perkahwinan. 

Nukman terserempak dengan bekas kekasihnya, Diara di pusat membeli belah ketika mencari hadiah perkahwinan. Syirin melihat perubahan pada Nukman selepas insiden beliau terserempak dengan Diara. Nukman berjumpa dengan Diara yang menceritakan bahawa dia telah bercerai dengan suaminya. Diara menyatakan yang beliau masih sayangkan Nukman dan sanggup bermadu dengan Syirin. 

Syirin mengadu dengan Nukman yang Nukman susah untuk berjumpanya dengan alasan sibuk sedangkan dia sudah mula membuka pintu hati pada Nukman. Syirin kecewa dengan perubahan Nukman. Syirin keluar rumah pada suatu malam ketika ibu bapanya tiada untuk menyertai Zakhif mengagihkan makanan kepada golongan gelandangan. Zakhif menasihati Syirin agar tidak menyertainya pada masa hadapan kerana beliau akan menjadi isteri Nukman tidak lama lagi. 

Syirin berjumpa dengan Zakhif dan berkongsi masalahnya dengan Zakhif. Beliau meminta agar Zakhif masuk meminang yang membuatkan Zakhif terperanjat. Zakhif menyatakan yang perkara tersebut bukanlah perkara yang mudah dan mereka tidak setaraf. Diara bertemu dengan Syirin dan memujuknya untuk meneruskan perkahwinan dengan Nukman namun sebaliknya Syirin bertegas untuk memberi laluan kepada Diara. 

Syirin bertemu dengan Zakhif yang menyatakan kesediaannya untuk menghantar rombongan meminang Syirin. Dato’ mengamuk dan menampar Syirin apabila Syirin menyatakan yang beliau tidak mahu meneruskan perkahwinannya dengan Nukman sebaliknya mahu berkahwin dengan Zakhif. Dato’ mempunyai pandangan negatif terhadap Zakhif kerana pernah ternampak Zakhif bersama dengan adik angkatnya, Eja. Dato jadi tidak tentu arah untuk menyampaikan berita tersebut kepada Mustakim, ayah Nukman. Beliau berasa sungguh malu dengan keputusan Syirin. Dato’ mengakui yang beliau memang tidak sukakan Zakhif yang padanya tiada masa hadapan dengan kerjayanya. Akhirnya Zakhif memberitahu Eja dan Mak Ani tentang rancangan pertunangannya dengan Syirin minggu hadapan dan meminta mereka turut serta dalam rombongan meminang. 

Adakah hubungan mereka berakhir dengan kebahagiaan?

[Scent] Kay Ali - Elixir 11

 

#Scent

(KayaLi - ELixir 11)

• Elixir 11 by Kayali is a Floral Fruity fragrance for women. 
• This is a new fragrance. Elixir 11 was launched in 2018. 
• Top notes are Rose Petals and Red Apple; 
• middle notes are May Rose and Jasmine Sambac; 
• base notes are Patchouli, Amber and Vanilla.

"An ultra-addictive scent, ELIXIR | 11 opens with sweet notes of Red Apple and Rose Petal Essence, before revealing a floral heart of Rose Centifolia and uplifting touches of Jasmine Sambac from India. Adding depth to the romantic fragrance, warm woody notes of Indonesian Patchouli and velvety Amber are enveloped by accents of Vanilla, leaving behind a long-lasting trail." - a note from the brand.

Set Daily Goal

 

 

Set Daily Goals

 Keeping a to-do list is the simplest and easiest proven tool to ensure you stay focused and increase your productivity. Set reasonable targets for each day..

Resipi Satay Ayam

 

Satay Ayam

Bahan-bahan Yang Digunakan

• Ayam 2 kilo. 
• Bawang putih 1 labu. 
• Bawang besar 2 biji.
• Halia 2 1/2 inci. 
• Serai 6 batang. 
• Lengkuas 2 inci. 
• Ketumbar 10 grm. 
• Jintan Manis 50 grm. 
• Jintan Putih 20 grm. 
• Kunyit serbuk 50 grm. 
• Kunyit hidup 3 inci. 
• Gula melaka 1 cawan. 
• Gula pasir 1 cawan (kurangkan jika tak nak manis). 
• Garam 3 sudu kecil.

Cara Membuat Satay Ayam 

1. Blend semua bahan satay kecuali ayam.
 2. Kemudian satukan bahan blend dengan ayam dan gaul sebati.
 3. Rendamkan dahulu lidi satay 1 jam untuk memudahkan cucuk dan bakar nanti lidi tidak hangus.

reach home

 reach home.

tired but yeahh.. seronokk

thanx for those yang mewarnai hari saya hari ni

u know who you are. 

post? tunggu siang la..

i is bizi.. mau sleep

Hati Ini Hanya Rindu

bangun pagi dengan rasa rindu yang menggebu.. 

and i miss him so much

hanya Allah je yg tahu

 

Rabbit Cant Puke

 

Rabbit Cant Puke

Unlike cats or other animals that can cough up hairballs when they digest too much fur and other indigestible materials, rabbits are incapable of spewing. Their digestive system only goes one way, so the furry critters swallow plenty of roughage, which keeps things moving in the right direction.

Berboat Noodle di Aroithai, Cyberjaya

hari Jumaat 2 lepas (1 October 2021) , 

at first malas juga la nak keluar..

tetiba si Aisy ni call.. 

"kau kalau 30 mins sempat tak siap... go siap.. cauu " 

Cik Purple pon macam okeyy.. gi la siap. 

Meet up with them (geng Discord)

so, bila Aisy dah amik... sekali dengan Wildan..

baru la tahu nak jumpa dengan budak budak Discord ni..

kali ni tak ramai..

Lai, 

Aisy

Wildan

Affiq Kimiler

Cik Purple.

katanya nak lepak dekat Shaftbury, Cyberjaya

nak makan kat Aroi Thai. 

first time nak makan kat sini..

cuma katanya lebih kurang style macam Boat Noodles.

kita yang ikut tetiba ni.. ikutkan je la. 

Mine & Aisy dish

dah nama dia ala Boat Noodles..

portion sikit dalam mangkuk ..

harga dalam RM 3 mcm tu ( RM 2. ++ kalau x silap..lupa) 

but for choices, i love aroi thai ni lagi..

tapi.. sini x de portion besar.. semua pesen sama je.

but bihun tomyam dia sedapp.. hehe

in terms of portion.. sikit.. tapi.. style cenggitu kan..

makan je la 2-3 benda sama.

rasa... ada yang okey..

ada yang biasa je..

choices.. better dari boat noodles.

sambil makan.. sambil borak borak..

tu yang seronok dia..

hehehehe..

sempat la juga singgah kedai buku Pustaka Rawang nearby situ..

dah lepas tu.. few of them balik.

while Cik Purple, Wildan & Aisy ke Taco Bell & Masjid Haji Fi Sabilillah.

lama juga kena sidai dengan Aisy hanya untuk Taco dia..

so, borak la dengan WIldan berdua while waiting dekat dekat dengan masjid tu.. 

Me, Lai, Aisy, WIldan & Affiq

thanx korang ajak lepak..

hopefully boleh jumpa lagi nantii..

Sirah Rasul : Wahyu Pertama

Wahyu Pertama

GUA Hira merupakan tempat yang sangat bersejarah bagi Umat Islam, kerana di tempat inilah wahyu pertama turun kepada Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘Alaihi Wa Sallam. Gua Hira terletak di Jabal Nur yang merupakan gunung yang berada di Kota Makah, Arab Saudi. Di tempat inilah wahyu pertama yang manjadikan seorang manusia yang amat mulia, yaitu Muhammad Bin Abdullah sebagai seorang rasul.

Sejak awal, Muhammad sudah terbiasa merenung, memikirkan hakikat kebenaran, juga kondisi lingkungannya. Ia memilih tempat yang jauh dari keramaian. Hal ini sudah dilakukan sejak masih bujang hingga kemudian menikah dengan Khadijah dan memiliki beberapa anak. 

wahyu pertama untuk Muammad itu datang pada suatu malam di bulan Ramadan tahun 610 M. Malaikat Jibril mendatanginya dan berkata, "Bacalah!" Muhammad menjawab "Aku tidak bisa membaca", namun malaikat tersebut Nabi menariknya dan memeluknya erat-erat sehingga kepayahan. 

Kemudian, Jibril melepaskan Muhammad, dan sekali lagi berkata, "Bacalah." Hal itu terulang hingga tiga kali, lalu Jibril melepaskan Muhammad sembari mengucapkan ayat pertama hingga kelima Surah al-Alaq. 

اقْرَأْ بِاسْمِ رَبِّكَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ. خَلَقَ الْإِنسَانَ مِنْ عَلَقٍ. اقْرَأْ وَرَبُّكَ الْأَكْرَمُ. الَّذِي عَلَّمَ بِالْقَلَمِ. عَلَّمَ الْإِنسَانَ مَا لَمْ يَعْلَمْ 

Artinya, "Bacalah dengan (menyebut) nama Tuhanmu yang menciptakan. Dia telah menciptakan manusia dari segumpal darah. Bacalah, dan Tuhanmulah yang Maha pemurah. Yang mengajar (manusia) dengan perantaran qalam (pena). Dia mengajar kepada manusia apa yang tidak diketahuinya." 

Setelah Muhammad mengucapkan bacaan itu, sang malaikat pergi. Namun, kata-kata itu terpateri dalam kalbunya. Dalam keadaan yang masih gelisah, Muhammad pulang dan meminta Khadijah menyelimutinya. Tubuhnya ketika itu menggigil seperti dalam demam. 

Muhammad kemudian menyampaikan apa yang terjadi kepada Khadijah, lalu berkata, "Sesungguhnya aku mencemaskan diriku." Khadijah dengan penuh kasih menenangkan suaminya, "Demi Allah, Allah selamanya tidak akan menghinakan engkau. Sesungguhnya engkau selalu menyambung tali persaudaraan, selalu menanggung orang yang kesusahan, selalu mengupayakan apa yang diperlukan, selalu menghormati tamu dan membantu derita orang yang membela kebenaran." 

Doa Menghilangkan Kesusahan

 

لا إلهَ إلا أنتَ سُبْحَانَكَ إِنِّي كُنْتُ مِنَ الظّالِمِيْنَ

Laa ilaaha illa anta subhaanaka inni kuntu minaz zholimin


 Maksudnya: Tiada Tuhan melainkan Engkau (ya Allah)! Maha Suci Engkau, Sesungguhnya aku adalah dari pada orang-orang yang menganiaya diri sendiri.

BBQ @ Ulu Yam

ya Allah... maaf deh.. bizi sangat..

sampai nak update blog pon agak susah.. 

so.. yeah.. nie kita throwback sikit la ehh..

around 25-26 September lepas... 

Cik Purple jadi part of the organiser untuk buat BBQ ni..

dia bagi 2 minggu to make this happen..

tapi.. biasalah.. bende last minit cenggini.. baru menjadi kan.. 

aktiviti malam... badminton etc 

So, antara ramai yang hadir..

- cowbear

- wafiy

- hafiz

-sam

-akmal

-syafiq

- Cik Purple

- BB 

- Mel

- Khalid

-Roy

- Teja 

- Perci

- Neko

- Greg

- Uncle Didie

- Misz

- Kawan Misz

- Iera

and mebi ade few more yang Cik Purple dah terlupa nama dia.

haihhh.. okeyyyy.. sambung cerita. 

aktiviti dia adalah.. mandi sungai.. and malam tu kita BBQ

so, petang tu kumpul and konon konon dia nak mandi sungai la kan..

sekali petang tu hujan uols..

and air sungai agak keruh..

so... i x mandi..

but few of them pergi mandi juga..

then, kami pergi ke rumah singgah ni..

preparing for BBQ. 

masa BBQ ni.. terbahagi pada 2 team..

Team Dapur..

Team Membakar..

and ada yang amik kesempatan untuk main game and segala..

so.. cenggitu la..

dan hasilnyaaa... 

taraaaaa

BBQ sessionnn

Setting of the table jamu..
thanx Sponsor Garlic Bread

so.. after bakar bakar....

we makan together... 

borak borak... gelak gelak..

macam santaiii la.. 

then ada yang main game lepas tu.. 

bila semua dah setel... tido ramai ramai..

pepandai la cari ruang nak tido tu nanti.. 

grilling

Someone You Can Call Home

I wanna be your safe place

i wanna be someone you can call "home"

Dear Sweetheart, 

whenever i have partner, i selalu cakap kat diri sendiri.. 

i have to be with him. 

be his best person.  

be his safe place... 

be his best friend. 

be his best supporter.. 

and hopefully someone that he can call "HOME" 

why home? 

macam rumah..... i nak jadi tempat rehat dia... tempat dia rasa selesa... tempat dia rasa tenang... 

kalau dia rasa marah, i nak dengan i dia akan dapat legakan rasa amarah dia.

kalau dia rasa letih, i cuba bantu kurangkan keletihan dia.

kalau dia rasa sedih, i cuba jadi teddy bear buat dia.. 

i want that vibe whenever i am with him. at least that is my aim.. that is my target. .. and that is what i try to do .. at my very best. at least. 

Risk Factor of Depression

Depression

- Risk Factor for Depression -

Risk Factor for Depression 

Depression can affect anyone—even a person who appears to live in relatively ideal circumstances. 

 Several factors can play a role in depression: 

•  Biochemistry: Differences in certain chemicals in the brain may contribute to symptoms of depression. Genetics: Depression can run in families. For example, if one identical twin has depression, the other has a 70 percent chance of having the illness sometime in life. 
• Personality: People with low self-esteem, who are easily overwhelmed by stress, or who are generally pessimistic appear to be more likely to experience depression. 
• Environmental factors: Continuous exposure to violence, neglect, abuse or poverty may make some people more vulnerable to depression.

Source : Psychiatry.org 

Depression

 

Depression

- Defination and Symptoms -

What Is Depression

Depression (major depressive disorder) is a common and serious medical illness that negatively affects how you feel, the way you think and how you act. Fortunately, it is also treatable. Depression causes feelings of sadness and/or a loss of interest in activities you once enjoyed. It can lead to a variety of emotional and physical problems and can decrease your ability to function at work and at home.

Symptoms

Depression symptoms can vary from mild to severe and can include: 

•  Feeling sad or having a depressed mood 
• Loss of interest or pleasure in activities once enjoyed 
• Changes in appetite — weight loss or gain unrelated to dieting 
• Trouble sleeping or sleeping too much 
• Loss of energy or increased fatigue 
• Increase in purposeless physical activity (e.g., inability to sit still, pacing, handwringing) or slowed movements or speech (these actions must be severe enough to be observable by others) 
• Feeling worthless or guilty 
• Difficulty thinking, concentrating or making decisions 
• Thoughts of death or suicide 

Symptoms must last at least two weeks and must represent a change in your previous level of functioning for a diagnosis of depression. Also, medical conditions (e.g., thyroid problems, a brain tumor or vitamin deficiency) can mimic symptoms of depression so it is important to rule out general medical causes. 

 Depression affects an estimated one in 15 adults (6.7%) in any given year. And one in six people (16.6%) will experience depression at some time in their life. Depression can occur at any time, but on average, first appears during the late teens to mid-20s. Women are more likely than men to experience depression. Some studies show that one-third of women will experience a major depressive episode in their lifetime. There is a high degree of heritability (approximately 40%) when first-degree relatives (parents/children/siblings) have depression.

Source: Psychiatry.org

Date with Besday Boy

hari khamis lepas... 

after make an appoinment dengan Boss Sorang ni.. 

kenapa boss???

sebab dia biziiii kemainn.. 

so.. we plan to meet up..

saja luang masa.. catch up few things with him..

borak borak.. 

ye la.. dah lama x jumpa kan..

so.. lepak borak borak..

date over lunch..

okey la tu... 

sebab memasing bizi kan.. 

thanx Mr Loyer..

sebab sudi luangkan masa untuk i..

see you when i see you.. 

 

Semoga Baik Baik Saja

 

cerita tengah hari tadi. 

tengah sedap rehat tetiba tertido.

dalam tertido tu tbe2 muncul Mr Teddy dalam mimpi. 

ermm.. dalam mimpi tu.. dia tengah sakit.

aku nmpak luka/ ruam agak teruk juga kat kaki n pelipat dia. termasuk la tuttt.. 

xtau nak gambarkan macam mana. 

tapi teruk juga la merah dia. 

so, aku sebagai orang yang penyayang .. aku sapukan ubat untuk dia. 

then dalam mimpi tu lagi.. 

dia peluk aku.. menangis kat bahu aku. 

ermm.. okeyy laaa.. layankan je la.. 

scene lain... taboleh citer..

hmm.. bahaya. 

entah laa.. ni boleh katakan ni kali kedua/ketiga aku mcm dapat instinct pasal Mr Teddy. 

tak ape lah..

hope yang baik baik je .. 

Kdrama: The Devil Judge (2021)

 

 

The Devil Judge 

During a time of chaos, a judge turns the court into something like a reality show and punishes evil people mercilessly. Kang Yo-Han (Ji Sung) is a judge. He has an aristocratic appearance and elegant taste. He punishes corrupt and greedy men with power. Kang Yo-Han a secret. 

 Jung Sun-A (Kim Min-Jung) is an executive director of the Social Responsibility Foundation. She is smart and beautiful. She is also Kang Yo-Han’s enemy. Jung Sun-A is involved with important people from various social circles like politics and economics. She has the power to control the country by using her relationships. 

 Kim Ga-On (Jin Young) is a rookie judge. He has experienced difficult times since his parents died when he was a child, but he was able to become a judge after expending great effort. Yoon Soo-Hyun (Park Gyu-Young) is a detective. She is Kim Ga-On’s long time friend and she chases after Kang Yo-Han’s secret.